Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Tears of pain and frustration

Another bad morning. I was tired, in pain and frustrated at the fact that I've been in pain for three straight months with no relief. My appointment with the surgeon got bumped a few days, which will delay the whole "healing" process even further. On top of that I keep gaining weight. I should be losing as much as possible in preparation for the eventual surgery but not being able to exercise is really cramping my style and the overall shape. All of that was too much this morning and I broke down for a few minutes. It actually made me feel better.

Real men do cry once in a while.